Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Really??? More Reproductive Issues?

Wow it has been months since I have written on this blog.  Sorry...been so busy with my new little guy.  I kept thinking of a few things I wanted to post but didn't get it done.   I didn't mean to abandon my little blog.  :)

Today I got some results from my RE office.   I went in for a fun annual exam and asked about a little lump in my stomach.  He felt it was nothing to worry about.   But today I didn't get news about the lump....I found out I have fibroid tumors on the uterus and a fun cyst on my ovary.   It feels like the reproductive problems never stop even after you have healed from the pain of infertility and moved forward in your life.   My body is still battle the ravaging PCOS.   Today it feels unfair....I had a few moments of a pity party for myself and then remembered there are people suffering from c
ancer and horrible effects from accidents, diseases, and abuse.   I have nothing to complain about.   I am nervous but I will try to think positive and continue in Faith that all will be well with my body.    At this point it wouldn't hurt my feelings too much if they said it was ok to take it all out.   I say that and yet I think I would feel a sense of loss for a bit...I did when they removed one of my ovaries.

I know I am rambling....I just wanted to get some thoughts out and kind of talk to someone today.  
Thanks for listening!


Mary said...

I'm so sorry, Brenda. What a bummer.

Haley Hatch Freeman said...

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